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hella1975 · 5 months ago

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so there's a reason my new job got back to me so quickly about my application and that's bc it's an absolute fucking shambles like actually perfect timing for me to decide to rewatch the bear bc i have never more felt like ive been thrown into a broke on-its-knees establishment trying to crawl its way up the ladder where i am somehow a godsend to them. my old job was crazy and shambolic in the sense that the industry is just Like That but this one?????? insanity. every 5 mins i am questioning what im doing with my life. ive already had a walk-in fridge moment

#so i explained before that there's 3 venues and on my very first shift they had me doing the restaurant venue for 2 hours #which was FINE like i was a bit cautious bc my manager is VERY stressed all the time and the place generally feels like it's falling apart #not the building itself just. the way it's run like it's just got new owners and the previous manager apparently #EMPTIED THE TILLS AND TRASHED THE PLACE like cost them THOUSANDS of pounds and on top of that #there was beef with the head chef and the new owners that meant he left and took the ENTIRE BACK OF HOUSE WITH HIM #THERE ARE NO KITCHEN STAFF ATM. I HAVE TO LIE AND TELL CUSTOMERS WE DONT HAVE FOOD ATM BC OF 'REFURBISHMENT'#WHEN IN ACTUALITY THE /RESTAURANT/ DOESNT HAVE CHEFS. DO YOU KNOW HOW CRAZY THAT IS #and then the front of house staff are very lacking aside maybe 2 people we're ALL NEW and all of them EXCEPT ME #LIKE LITERALLY JUST ME IM THE ONLY EXCEPTION. ALL OF THEM ARE UNTRAINED #so when i applied with bar training coffee training and very solid waitressing skills they genuinely treated me like a saviour #like i am FENDING off shifts tbh im in a v good position bc they need me too much to get shitty w me if i refuse hours but i can literally #have as many as i want bc they will just give me them. like they're obsessed w me im rota'd for over 60 hours this week #but anyway that very first shift after 2 hours in the restaurant i then walked to the mini golf venue on the OTHER SIDE OF TOWN #and my manager stayed for 30 MINUTES. IF THAT. and showed me around the place + how to close THEN LEFT ME THERE #FIRST DAY HE GAVE ME THE KEYS AND LEFT ME TO RUN AN ENTIRE VENUE. IT'S NOT SMALL EITHER IT'S A WHOLE BAR #AND I HAD TO CLOSE ON MY OWN TOO and ironically the shift itself went rlly well like it was so chill #it was kinda boring but honestly i kinda rated it it's v easy money and the close went perfectly nothing cropped up that i was unsure about #and then. AND THEN. i havent even ranted to my mutuals about this yet bc i was acc so horrified by it but i locked the front doors #and went to lock the gate AND THE KEY GOT STUCK IN THE LOCK. WOULD NOT COME OUT. HELLA VS KEYS ROUND 3927593 #my mum even showed up and tried to help me wrestle this thing out i called my manager and he literally told me to just snap it #bc he'd rather a snapped key that NO ONE could get out than just leave it there overnight but bc of my recent house key moment #i was like AM I FUCK SNAPPING THIS KEY. WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING. so i had to just leave it and at the time #i was realllyyyyyyyyyy beating myself up but my manager is actually rlly nice he's just stretched v thin #and ive also had time to be like uhh actually they shouldnt have left a random 21 y/o girl alone with the keys on her first day #omg i havent even talked about what happened on saturday. ACTUAL SHAMBLES #LIKE THIS /\/\ ISNT EVEN CLOSE TO EVERYTHING! IM RUNNING OUT OF TAG ROOM! IM GONNA REBLOG THIS TONIGHT W MORE PROBABLY!#BC GUESS WHO IS WORKING A CLOSE LATER AT THE NIGHTCLUB THEN OPENING THE RESTAURANT AT 8AM. GUESS #hella slaves to capitalism

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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SOMEONE MADE A TIKTOK EDIT WITH YOUR ART!!!!

I was watching a Welcome Home tiktok compilation [cause I don't have tiktok] and I just seen your art and was so surprised-

Here's the tiktok comp it was in! The tiktok with the edit of your art starts at 2:45!

IM LAUGHING SO HARD WHAT THE FUCK

i don't know how to feel beyond Way Too Perceived and also Wheezing

#ASBDCJACKLNDFKSDV WHAT why why why #i thought my scribbles were tiktok/edit-proof.....#im surprised too dude what. huh! what!!! why!#i would have... liked to be asked if my fanart could be used for edits...#i mean the answer is Yeah I Guess. Why Not #but also its nice to be asked! it gives me Mental Preparation for seeing my stuff breaking containment!!!#lemme tell you before going to the timestamp i was NOT expecting it to be laughingstock the fUck-#and its the little 'comic' thing i dont even like all that much smh....#rambles from the bog #half me is like: oh huh! weird #and the other half is: well i need to crawl into a hole and take everything with me. im too Seen #somehow it feels like a stranger walked into my house & took snacks from my fridge and then Left w/o a word #like hey. i wasnt gonna eat that but hey.#gently swatting the person who made the 'tok with a very floppy and oversized sunhat #did they credit??? probably not huh #for the brief horrible window i had tiktok i rarely saw edits crediting the art used #which is. i gotta say. pretty rude!

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evil-mcytblrconfessions · 5 months ago

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it kind of pisses me off when confession blogs add their thoughts in the tags of posts that really don't need it. like this isn't mcyt specific but like. i noticed it a lot here

find a different blog to read then. i just like yapping. if you dont want potential commentary commentary then a) dont submit confessions here, b) dont read the tags! idc

#correspondance #meta #haters on anon #this is MY blog. i run it however i want #like yes sure fine this is a valid complaint #i recognise that its valid. opinions are a thing.#but mate you are literally walking into my house and telling me that the way i organise things is shit #fuck off #block the blog if you want. i dont care. its valid that you dont like it but #dont fucking walk into my house and tell me that???#basic internet ettiquette #not gonna change the way i do things just bcs you dont know how to avoid things you dont like.

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 2 months ago

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Applying to an apartment with little income and terrible credit score, in hopes that they'll be desperate enough to take me

#im not even getting my hopes up for this one folks #but this same company rook me when i had no rental history so maybe?#unlikely for the aforementioned piss poor income and credit score #im just praying they remember me feom when i used to rent from them and liked me enough then to take me again #the bathroom is not in the apartment btw #that's the wildest thing. like its a basic studio with a kitchen closet and main area #but you have to go across the hall. to the private bathroom #im hoping they realize that thats wild and give me the apartment #i neeeeed to leave my parents house. and i really miss that city the apartment is in #i wish there was a little essay section where i could tell the landlord how much i like the city #and that ill get a better job once i live there and my parents are going to pay my first month and security deposit #that would be nice #i applied knowing that i won't get it but also knowing that i cant get it if i dont try #mostly i just miss that city #there was a really nice coffee shop within walking distance of my apartment #(the apartment i applied to is next door to the building i used to live in so same area which is great)#but i didnt have wifi so i would go there a lot to do work. it was so cozy in the winter especially #and i went on a lot of walks. so i wiuld swing by there and grab a drink to sip on my walk #and it was literally within sight of a great lake. a literal great lakw of Michigan lol #i loved walking along the lake on a nice day. or a windy day and just watch the waves crash #and my favorite band is feom that city so i got to see so many of their performances. and theyre a small band so the most i ever paid #was $50 and that was for the vip package. i saw them for $10 once. and free once. and $50 for the vip #its a big art and music city and i love it so much. i miss it so fucking much and i regret leaving #but at least it made me realize that no other city is for me. that city is my home #oh and it was literally right next to a bug beautiful library that i loved to wander. i still have my library card from there #mostly used it to print stuff and you have to pay at the box next to the printer. and one time i forgot to pay. i still feel bad about that #but i dont want to reminisce too much cuz i know i wont get it #im trying to pay off my credit cards to bring up my credit score but its slow going #its much nearer my gf and all my friends so i would love to live near them. rn im hours away from about everyone i love #i ran out of tags. maybe pray for me if you pray? or just hope for me. i dont want to let myself want this but its there

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beegswaz · 6 days ago

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ON DA FUCKINT GRIND 💪💪💪💪💪💪🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

#rad1oart #im going to crash SOOO hard in like an hour just watch #whatever i have a comm to finish i cant afford to crash rn #dawg my mom woke up and was like holy shit youre awake????? must be serious 😨😨#the only other times ive pulled an all nighter was to crunch the fuck out of school work (50 page horticulture assignment I DONT MISS YOU!!#the only allnighter my MOM knows of was in middle school when i had to crunch a fucking essay on the floor of my bedroom #she walked in and was like What The Fuck Dont Do That Again But Also Get That Bag #the acetaminophen is for my headaches and general body achesANIMALS BY NICKLEBACK 🔥🔥🔥🔥#gang ive been so loopy all morning the only thing keeping me together is this roadtrip playlist me and ollie made #its the rock and metal thats keeping me locked tf in. i am going to sleep in like an hour or two and i will hear the #echos of fucking sabaton in my head #also i keep hallucinating but i cant tell if i really am or if its The House Ghost #both maybe. probably both. 90% chance its both.#coffee tastes like ass btw i hate drinking this shit but i need to LOCK TF IN.#sorry im rambling i literally have barely spoken to anyoneOh Hello Millionaires Fuck Yeahanyways yeah #my dad was up working as always so i had occasional yapping with him about Whatever and then i talked to my cats and myself for #like 4 hours and then my mom and then i said hi to my brother when he audibly said Whar at me

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snekdood · 6 days ago

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i feel weird even claiming my family used to be considered "rich" bc a lot of yall immediately jump to having summer homes, 20 yachts, and enough money to save a country

#not gonna act like we weren't well off... ofc we were but like.... we werent on THAT level nearly at all #more of a country club... goes on a lot of vacations.... has a decently sized house with a pool... kinda rich #which is still rich dont get me wrong but i promise i wasnt living like fucking. kim kardashian or whatever ok #we didnt have a fuckin walk-in-fridge or 20 unused empty rooms #i say this bc ppl end up surprised when i tell them im not anymore like 'how' well its a lot of things like the housing market crash #my parents getting a divorce my dad being the one with the job that my moms dad gave to him that was making him all the money #and my grandpa passed not long after i was born so when they split up we were just going off of whatever he left really for a while #had to move etc etc.... now im low income and rely on food stamps and ssi ✌️ but thats mostly bc im disabled so #kinda necessarily low income bc the govt only wants to pay the very bare minimum that they can.#its also- not my money! i dont get to decide what happens to it and i dont get to decide i get nice things or whatever. that all hinges #on if my mom or gma wants to.#so technically even if you wanted to consider them rich still- its not part of me atp bc its not even my money and im an adult #whos not legally dependent on them anymore. i think it only counts if its *your* actual money or if your parent is okay with dishing #out like a 1000 dollars a month like its nothing. completely unfazed by giving it to you.#its not rich if its conditional ok like... children of rich parents arent rich and i will die on this hill. why do you think so many of the #end up fucked up? not only is it bc they've had ppl basically doing everything for them their whole life so they dont know how to take #care of themselves they're also entirely dependent on the parent for money. when you feel controlled like that- even if your parent isnt #necessarily abusive about it- just the fact everything you do hinges on the approval of your parent- kinda fucks you up and makes #you feel like you're stuck being a forever child. not great for people who probably want to go out in the world and date to feel #like you cant escape being dependent on your parents

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pup-pee · 2 months ago

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my father telling me how scared he was when i ran away from the house but i cant express how scared i was 2 b in the house

hey, whats up w/that?

#whenever we ‘hang out’ he likes 2 make the topic as depressing as possible by always talking abiut the past #& it is the most annoying shit ever i will not lie BC I DONT WANT 2 TALK ABOUT DEATH & THE ABUSE EVERY TIME I SPEAK 2 U #yk? thag makes sense in my head #anyways he started talking abiut how terrified he was when i had ran away multiple times a couple yrs ago & when i say a couple i mean #i have no idea how long ago bc memory is a bitch #but it had 2 b like middle school - sophmore?#multiple times & like i just wanna shake him bc LITERLLY WHAT & WHO DO U THINK I WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM #GODDAMNN I H8 BING THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS HOUSE WHO CAN EXPRESS EMOTIONS & NOT LET THEM EFFECT HOW I VIEW THE OTHER #‘oh u ran in the park u ran in the park’ i didnt run in the fuckinggppaaarrkrkkkk AAAAAAAAAA I MET A NICE LADY WHO HAD A GOAT IN THE #SPARTMENTS I FRIECIENTED OFTEN WHEN I WAS YOUNGER #i cant express how safe the goddamn goat lady & her kid made me feel vs my parents who started hunting 4 me #like ive been dragged home so many times im not going through that shit again #i miss the goat the mom & the kid we were just chilling @ like midnight 4 a bit #did this turn in2 a vent? idk #i do this a lot ill prolly delete this soonish when im kore calm #bc rn i want 2 chuck bricks in my laundry machine & watch them fly out & hit whatever #im going back 2 watching anime if i have 2 talk 2 1 other person i will actually explode #like irl person not online the silly gay ppl in my phone r super cool & amazing & i love them #im srry 4 bing a dick btw #i cant explain it i mean i could but i cant im just my brain is telling me eveyr1 h8s me & MAN i h8 it when it does #so im just frightened & by golly & am i havign a cheery time yipyipyip #typing in tags is sm easier than in a post bc i dont think most ppl read tags lol #the more i think about my past the more i wonder wtf am i doing here #bc how did i even get out of the house in the 1st place & then ontop of that was able 2 hide #like what……#bc they were fucking grabbing me n shit & they have CARS like i didnt go in the park i walked the sidewalks HOW DID I MOT GET CAUGHT??#MULTIPLE TIMES??? LIKE I ‘ran away’ MULTIPLE TIMES #i didnt exactly run away tho bc i didnt want them 2 file police shit i didnt eant 2 deal w/that & also hirt the pll i stayed over w/#so i always went back. obviously blehhh #ug hj hhhh my heads hurting again this is like the 4th day in a row :((

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rainingincale · 7 months ago

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I think women should be allowed to murder straight cis men <3

#literally went outside my house for 10 minutes. 10. minutes #and these boys were shouting at me like “oh hi hello talk to us imfg dont ignore us dont walk away from us”#i had my headphones in so i just pretended i couldnt hear them but omfg #it was so annoying because i wanted to tell them off!! but i didnt wanna escalate the situation #ARGHHHHHHHHHH #le text post #its just annoying because i know that was ghe best thing to do especially because they were walking. right next to me. and they were #younger than me so i didnt feel Too threatened #but its just that this behaviour goes unchecked now and then it escalates #but i am not in the position where i would be able to make a difference #hence this post <3 would solve all our issues :)#also for legal reasons i am of course being fucking sarcastic 🙄

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our-lady-of-mcr · 7 months ago

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everytime i think im done ranting i remember something else LMFAO this one is extra long i hit tag limit god mf damn

#self #for instance.....my mom wants me to cut off everyone who is still tied to the school #and im so mad at myself for feeling a certain type of way when the campus manager called me not too long ago basically to tell me she doesnt #trust the girl who did this shit and she wasnt mad at me but was also mad at me for bringing her to her dads house #for reference we were trying to get a cat from the campus managers dads house LMFAO #and i honestly cannot wait to speak to her again and be like 😔 god dammit you were right like you were every single time #i just dont understand the wiring in her head to think the shit she says and does to people is normal and okay and how she doesnt realize it #is literally a mental health break. when i finally told my mom the first thing she said was shes probably off her medication #which.....probably isnt wrong sadly coming from someone who has borderline and very easily can lose it #but the difference is i dont give in to the urges to try to hurt everyone around me in every way i can #and me and her have said before that we thought she might also have borderline because we were very similar #but god damn does she love proving that if she has it its extremely severe or its something else entirely #on an honest note. shes incredibly narcissistic and i know her mom is part of the reason shes that way bc she was given princess treatment #her entire fucking life and then doesnt understand when other people dont treat her the same way #i hate rambling about this and i hate it that it is bothering me so fucking bad but like ???#if youre going to decide that you can put our past aside period and move on then fucking do that and stop bringing the past up as a way to #hurt me and the people around you???? she acts like shes not done horrible fucking things to people. so sorry i wrote a letter that was very #honest at the time. so sorry that when you found out i apologized for it and said i regret it because 2 weeks after my apology i no longer #regret writing it. if its making school a living hell for you....theres probably a reason for that girlfriend #i am not the person who put that shit in your folder #though i seriously fucking doubt its actually in her folder shes probably assuming it is #and youre the one who made a complete ass of yourself to every educator that ever stepped foot in that building #that has nothing to do with me that you are a literal warning given to every new educator!!!! i havent even been in school there in months #yet IM the problem??? how am i the problem when i graduated in fucking january???? everything since then falls on you #AND YET AGAIN! MIGHT I MENTION! IT IS NOT JUST MY LETTER!!! THERES AT LEAST 2 OTHER ONES!!!!!#BECAUSE IM NOT THE ONLY PERSON SHE DOES THIS SHIT TO!!!!#god sometimes i sit back and realize that theres a reason she regresses as a person and i do not #im not going to sit still anymore and let someone walk all over me and she can thank herself for that #shes who taught me that blocking and running as fast as i can doesnt fix anything #so here we are bitch. youre not blocked and im sure youre sitting at home thinking about how youre right about everything

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super-psycho-lov3 · 9 months ago

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it doesnt even matter it doesnt even matter it doesnt ever matter it doesnt even

#im just really tired i guess #i have too many bruises and i cant keep eating a meal a day #its just really tiring getting lied to #people think they care but they really.. just dont?#say you care but im making dinner because you have work and oliver needs it more. as if i havent been making dinner all week.#as if i didnt spend the past two days walking 2-5 miles every day.#'youve been so snappy' as if i didnt clean the whole living room. as if it isnt my fucking bed time. as if you care about my problems.#'olivers here if you need anything' yeah. sure. as if he wont groan and huff at best.#'im sorry i have to go to work' as if youd do anything different #'im not as bad as people make me out to be' 'youre being brainwashed' as if i didnt have to spend all day at my friends house #the day i was persrcibed testosterone because i knew what youd do if i stayed at home #as if you didnt threaten to take it away when i didnt listen to you #just... im jusy so tired. once my mom asked me 'whose birthday did i forget this year?' referring to my siblings.#she was buying gifts. we never celebrated my birthday. didnt have the heart to tell her it was ME. im justs o tired. im so tired #it really sucks to know that — that our sect of the sys is back out because #because we feel. so. Lost. worthless and lost a and alone #doesn't feel like our family is anything at all. and im here because #because of that. i hate that. i hate knowing why i hate it #i hate knowing who and what caused this im so tired i want my brothers i want my sister i want to get out of here for a while i just need to #get out #its so stupid im the oldest sibling but i want my siblings so bad they would never let me down #fucking NEVER! never. not in a way that could ever really matter. just. god #vent post #free to respond #???#i dont fuckin care if you reblog or reply or whatever. im just so tired i just need to yell you guys can say whatever #i got yelled at for reminding them to schedule my fucking root canal anf i just cant take it . so #im. im so hungry okay? im just so hungry #im hungry and tired and sore and so fucking alone and i cant fucking take it #cant eat right now n even if i could i wouldnt have the food so

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zorasapphires · 1 year ago

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ive had a shit week ok and also like i need to pay eastlink but the site is down. i need an installment system on my fine but they wont just give u one they have to get you to upload all your income info first and i cant deal with that. i go ok ill buy that wifi extender ive been meaning to buy and the jaycar website is down. i go to play ffxiv and theres an update, of course i forgot i havent played in 3 months of course there is an update. and itll take over an hour to download.

i still havent got a full nights sleep in my new house. i slept til 12:30 today to try and catch up on sleep (i usually wake up at like 730 on the weekend)

anyway these are just the small things i wanted to vent about lol bigger things happened and im just o|-<

#a student walked into my class and started beating up another student so that really kicked my week off #ive been teaching 2 vce classes im not ready for #and just generally Not Feeling Great about teaching right now #oh and the real estate agents got back to me and they wont fix the things i requested bc there not bound by law to fix those things #my fucking bad for wanting to live in a nice house :)#anyway i hate them so much that now i dont even want to garden anymore bc i dont want the landlord to benefit from MY gardening #as u can tell i have a lot of pent up stuff i did not mean to type this much #thoughts live stream

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ouroboobos · 1 year ago

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cannot even downplay it anymore i think if im still living with my mother 6 months from now i may politely excuse myself from this mortal coil

#she acted shocked when i told her i was looking into student housing #and now she keeps going out of her way to tell me i could NEVER live with roommates or in a dor #because i need my space/dont loke shared bathrooms/etc #girl i ALREADY dont have space i ALREADY have a shared bathroom because i LIVE WITH MY MOTHER‼️#at least in a dorm you can have a fucking sex life. or any kind of life period.#im 21 and im not allowed to go on a fucking walk or plan a date or bring anyone home or literally anything #i wake up make breakfast in our messy crammed kitchen go to work come home do homework go to bed and the cycle continues #'itll be gross' you leave filthy moldy dishes in the same spot for months if i have to deal with gross i at least want a little freedom

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arcadequeerz · 1 year ago

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#This will be deleted in a lil bit probably #but m. am i allowed to use mobility aids at like grocery stores-#because i feel like. i need them. but then i tell myself that i'm just lazy and dont need them and shouldn't #take it from someone who actually needs it-#like if i am Completely honest i never leave my house or go anywhere because I know I cannot handle #the walking at all. and its probably because of my weight but also because of my back always fucking hurting #but mm. dont like people staring at me and looking at me and the few times i Have #dared to use one of the scooters i've had people give me Pissed off Looks or even laugh at me.#and I hate having people stare at me and look at me and it freaks me out so i just kinda don't do anything or go anywhere anymore.#not sure if I am allowed to call myself disabled because i Dont Want to Piss people off who look at me #and tell me I'm Not because maybe i am Just Wrong.#chocking this up to more things I need to talk to a therapist about #but thats if i can ever get one which is seeming less and less likely.#not to mention how i havent seen a doctor in probbly like. 2 years? maybe 3. idk im not good w time.#i still think 2019 was a year ago sometimes.